Monica "Still Standing" Lyrics, Video

The new single from Ludacris and Monica "Still Standing", lyrics below, unofficial video above. These are the only lyrics online for this song so far, so let me know if you see any corrections. This song is gonna be a heavy hitter when it comes out officially, Monica getting deep into her personal trauma for the first time.

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Monica "Still Standing" Lyrics (featuring Ludacris)

...I had a lover take his own in front of me
I asked god why is this happening to me
but I didn't fall, I held my own
and now I'm deep in love with who I belong
this is my life
they say with age comes wisdom
and the white black(?) I can't give them
trying to tell you how it's supposed to be
and this is more than just a song to me

cuz I, I've been up against the wall
everything you're going through, i've been there before
seen them all come and seen them all go
you can bet your last, that my head(?) won't hit the floor
no no, i'm still standing, standing standing, standing
i'm still standing, standing standing

LUDA
now i...

i may have done the things they say i did
but i'm not who they say i am
try to throw my name in the dirt
but i really don't give a damn
i'm still standing like the statue of liberty
and i put my name in the history book so you'll forever remember me
member me as the toughest warrior or the ultimate fighter
cuz i'm the truth and nothing but it, like my hand's on the bible
and this is survival of the fittest the realest is not a facade
still standing on my two feet cuz i'm a child of god- DO SOMETHING!

cuz I, I've been up against the wall
everything you're going through, i've been there before
seen them all come and seen them all go
you you can bet your last, that my head won't hit the floor
i'm still standing, standing standing
i'm still standing, standing standing
i'm still standing, standing standing

Monica "Still Standing" Lyrics, Video